Tuesday, September 25, 2007 // 10:33 PM
Tuesday, September 18, 2007 // 11:47 PM
yoz dear, long time nv blog liao so today come write abit la.else u scold me again lo.Dear i got something i wan to tell u ah.i today feel u change around 60% sia.maybe all the while u been changing but cos i keep meeting u often,so i do not realise.but today think of ur past character and ur current character, there is totally a very big change wor...u broke the norm sia...there is a chinese saying of jiang san yi gai, ben xing nan yi...but u nv follow sia...i feel u change ur character alot liao...all thanks to my teachings and nagging.hahaha.to be more exact, u r not changing la.u r juz growing up.grow up to be a fine lady.haha.u manage to change away ur bad character n im veri glad abt it. but dunno if u change for my sake or not.haha.in life, there are many phases when we will learn and grow up.i think u meet the phase liao.I am veri happy that u are so understanding and caring for me nowadays and i feel so xing fu to have u by my side when i need you.thanks alot dear.last time before i go for my attachment, im so worried that you cant get used to it and worry that u will face many problems.Because last time we meet so often and u always ask me do things for u and so dependent on me.but now i realise u can be veri independent as well.u manage ur life and stuff veri well and i admire for ur changes.u prove me wrong again n again n show that good always triumph over evil.haha.life is fair in one way or another.we need to put down the current thing we are holding in order to take up new things we wanted.so we got a choice to choose which of the two things we want.we need to weigh if that thing is a need or a want and depends on the situation, choose the most suitable and practical things to take.wat im trying to say is, we got many choices in life.we do not noe the outcome of our choice until we chose it.So the important thing is to make the correct decision and do not regret later abt choosing the wrong choice cos we got nobody else to blame but oneself.Everybody got 24hr and we each choose differnt ways of spending it.Hope everyone is treasuing their time well and not wasted anyhow and regret in their later life.dear u are like a jewel that is undergo polishing now.i can foresee u sparkle and shine like a rare gems in future and everyone long to have u.im so lucky to possess u this jewel currently and i hope can possess u for eternally.thanks alot dear for being with me and enduring my bad habits and attitude.take gd care and study well k?all the best in ur Os..muackzz....
Will u ever love me again like last time...
Thursday, September 13, 2007 // 4:35 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AH NU~ AKA~ LAOBAIBAI~~ haha~ well got to say... u have grow 1 yr older ler~ must take care ya~ although is our last yr being together but im happy u know all of u gals~ the 5 gals~ ^^~ haha.. Hmmm~ Let me sing 1 more time birthday song for u my ah nu~!! <<>> muackies~!! cheere~!! Jy for tml prelim papers too ^^ free i will upload the pic we took on sat at k box~!!
Will u ever love me again like last time...
Monday, September 3, 2007 // 6:18 PM
yo long time nv blog le...been veri bz lately sia.juz come back from work and now blog awhile b4 go eat dinner.this wk is the 9th week of my IA and next wk my tutor is coming to visit me.sianz...then must do alot thing liao...i havent write my log book at all.every 2 wks i got to write an entry and it got 5 blank pages to write..kaoz where got so many things to write sia.this wk i must rush out 5 entries no matter wat...sianz lo...last sat i went amk with dear watch movie.then i buy a jacket at the shop there...noe wat deer...today i wear and got 4 ppl ask me where i buy and how much it cost sia...think they wan go buy oso cos it so nice...the jacket seems so nice when wore on me..haha..then it oso mean i got gd eyesight and taste to buy that jacket ( my eyesight have been proven gd when i managed to capture see miang's heart lo) wahahaha...ah DEER..if u see till here, stop ur puking and save ur sarcastic comments.hahaha.after working for 2mths, i feel so mentally and physically tired out and drain off...when working, it so tired and SOOO many never ending problems and troubles.Miss so much of studying time...next sem i gonna enjoy myself sia...haha..when studying, we can choose to go sch or not..if tired,we can slack and skip sch de...but if work,must get MC to be excuse for not going to work..so sianz..then work is so tiring because there is alot responsibility in it...you are responsible for the things u work and anything happen, u got to solve it urself and nobody will help u...wat i can say is, everyone will look after their buttock and wont bother if u dying or not..In work, usually if there is problem,most of the time the problems is very hard to solve or unsolveable...it not like study or homework.u study hard and u will get gd grades...effort not equal to rewards in real world..u got to know how to play the game in office..who to get close to and perform best infront of ur boss.the real world is cruel and merciless...even if u got MC, the next day u come back, u still got to do the shit u nv do and no ppl will help u lighten ur load.u will be happy if no ppl keep asking or giving u extra work.One thing gd abt work is there is no exam or homework..after work reach home,it is purely rest time and free time.no need to stress when the exam is near or the deadline of the assignment is coming.time pass veri fast and weeks pass after weeks without realising.The most impt and gd thing abt work is the PAY day..after taken the pay,u will feel the tireness go off and start to plan how to spend and enjoy life.haha.(but sadly im onli getting 600bucks for IA and i must save for my sch fee.so i dun have much to enjoy)sometimes i really feel human is so cheap...when working,we will think study is so gd and hope for it.When study,we will miss the working days and long for it.we juz wont be happy with wat we had and keep trying to achieve wat we dun have.maybe i should be more optimisitic and think of the bright side..when work i will think how gd it is and when studying i will enjoy my freedom and holiday. like that then i wun grumble too much and enjoy watever i had and the situation i am in..stomach hungry le la..i go eat dinner liao..so sleepy feel like slping and i must rush finish my log book by this wk.kaoz ltr if got time i go type le..i will try tok crap and lengthen the entry to meet the requirement. byebye dear.muacks.tmr i go ur hse tution and see ya.
Will u ever love me again like last time...
